Long Hair

Hello!

For u who really wish it's my armpit's hair, BOO YA it's nooot, it's the hair on my head!

And yes! For u who unfortunately has no life and read my post about how I spent a year in an inhabitant area *hyperbolic of course come on! Spices in every piece of arts?!*, well, kinda, Leuwiliang percisely, u could guess. Or not. 

Yes, living there has made me postponing my impulsive haircutting everytime I feel like to!!! And my hair can finally reach the 'long hair' criteria!!! I can see many hairstyle mags and literally can browse and choose any hairstyle on any page!! I mean, if u have the short hair, u can browse but can only choose the one on short hair pages. And medium ones, u can do only with short and medium pages. U know what I mean. I dont have to explain every detail right. My name is not google -_-

Yes u can do extensions but that's not my point. *defensive*

What I am going to tell, is how I miss my hair length. The pics I'm about to show are not showing my max hair length I've achieved, which was waist length and instead of pretty, it looked scary. That's my conclusion after surveying people's first comments about my waist length hair. Especially from the back. FML.

I will definitely reach this length again. 

I will. *fingerscrossed*

See ya! X

Conversation with Siri

Hello!

One innovation iPhone brought to us is Siri. Not for broading ur knowledge of course because Siri is kinda a lil dumb n deaf LOL. I guess the breakthrough is u got this feeling of talking to ur gadget. It is like u have this super hi tec phone n u are not forever alone. And, Siri can joke n make u laugh. Believe me. 

First time ppl will get curious asking simple questions. But when they realize that Siri can actually answer even the questions u think is a joke or retoric, that's when u start to ask random questions. And when u realize some of Siri's answers are actually hilarious, u start googling every funny Q&A's with Siri. Well if u dont, at least I did!

See ya! X

Filter and Sticker

Hello!

Today I wanna share my life changing experience with one of the best inventions in phone photography.

Behooooold

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Read the title please!

Yes, FILTER and STICKER! (Okay, not one invention, but two! One made the earlier sentence cooler anyway.)

So, I love making my pictures, especially pics of me of course, to look prettier. Some people would say oh that's not natural, or worse, that's fake! Please try getting a man without having ur hair styled, make up on, n dress sloppily. I'd like to make a research study of case control to compare how long each will get a man. 

So, now we are living in 2 worlds actually. Real world, and not as good as the first world but full with fun and imagination, the virtual world. For me, I love to make the most of both worlds. So, filter and other editing application for pictures to me are just 'virtual' make up. 

I used to try making my pics better with photoshop in PC. It was hard for me who have no basic at all, time consuming, and with my lame hardware it was a horrific experience now that I recall!! God I have a deity level of patience!

And when I had my first iPhone, I get to know many photo application, and I AM SOLD. Too many filters. I am so so confused they are all making my face look better!! If not flawless!! And there are some which actually enhance ur facial features!!! Blessed u who devoted ur time in making them. May u look more and more like ur pics filtered. *fingerscrossed*

About stickers. They are soooooo CUTE!!! They will definitely distract people to the truth that the pic is actually ordinary. Or ugly. In my case, they will make mine cuter coz mine are cute even without stickers actually *blood vomit*

These below are my first experience using n trying some filters. Some with stickers also. U can see how much changes they've made to the pics. The pics was taken when I went with research team to some hospital to actively require some questionnaire data. Who said u cannot camho doing serious business?! Not me.

I was using different filter apps so I forget which app is which but even if they were taken just now I would still forget because I always just randomly try and use any filter I think suit the pics best. But the stickers I am using have always been dominated with stickers from LINE camera, Rakuga Cute, and Snapee. Ur welcome.

See ya! X

Paint the Town Red

Well, what do u guys think after reading the title?

*time to think*

Actually I am gonna write I mean type a story about my ocd tendency. I dont know whether I am an obsessive compulsive bitch or not, because to diagnose one, u have to be 

1. Obsessive, 

Which I am, because yes I have many obsessions about ideas or things that normal people wont give a damn. For example, things should be put back to the same state as I put before. Not to be precisely symmetrical but to be precisely as I want. And sometimes symmetrical. And about cleanliness, I am similar to Sheldon Cooper from the Big Bang Theory. I'm not gonna explain, u can google or watch the series instead. I get disgusted easily. And it keeps getting worse by day. I always visualize the stories behind each stuff, how they would be manifested by bacteria, virus, parasite, slime, dirt, dust, mucus, saliva, urine, u can name every gross stuff and that's it. So, I wash my hands frequently. No. EXCESSIVELY. 

I have an atopic skin, so basically, my default skin is very dry. And by keep washing my hands they will get dryer, and more prone to inflammation, more dryness, and finally infection. FML

2. Compulsive,

Means, when u have this obsession, U HAVE TO OR U'LL DIE. Okay, not dying, but u'll definitely get frustrated. U cannot live ur life. U need to do it right away. Or die. U know what I mean right?

In this case, I dont know if I am. Simply because, I always do my obsessions. I need to. I must. But I never try how does it feel not to. And please dont make me.

Oh yes! So what the title is about?! Why u so flight of ideas Tari?!

Actually, with my tendency to get ocd in cleanliness, I used to have diffilculties eating outside. I cant always find sink to wash my hands. And worse, I dont trust the cleanliness of the sink FML. I have been using hand sanitizer since I first knew it in med school, the difference from the usual drugstore products, it can kill even the mighty tuberculosis bacteria. It was so irritative but I keep using it. I need to.

But inventions keep invented and now, I am super attached to my PocketBac from Bath&BodyWorks. My favorite was Cherry Blossom, but now with wider variety and selections, I have a new fave!

And that explains the title.

See ya! X

Braids

I love braids. I used to have a waist length hair before, since I was exiled to a place with no good hair salon around in internship :( but thats good because I always has the urge to cut my hair. But I also wanted a super long hair. So if I keep cutting it out of boredom, it will take  a very long time. It will take forever actually because as long as I remember it, my last waist length hair was when I was in elementary school ZOMG. 

Since I graduated from high school, where I dont wanna bother dealing with teachers, so I kept my 'good student' attitude and hid my 'bad student' attitude well. I didnt color my hair. I didnt wear fit body uniform. Nor I showed off my skin. LOL. Its not that now I do it all the time though.

About the hair again, I trusted my hairstyle only in my fave salon at a time. Right now my fave are Shunji Matsuo and One Piece. But I prefer Shunji Matsuo more!

Since I had my time changing color, perming, smoothing, highlighting, bleaching, cutting, many times in college, now I get bored but still trying to get new looks everytime with my hair. Ive watched many youtube videos about braiding the hair. So ever since I has this passion in braiding. My favorite channel is cutegirlhairstyles, where she (the mother) styled her daughter's hair with so much variety in braids like uve never seen before. She is very creative and innovative, that everytime I see others doing braid tutorial, I think "Ive seen it it in her video, so lame, not original" LOL.

Now I am facing my exams in 5 months to be a.. Well I'll tell u later. I am not concentrating in grooming as much as I did so bear with me.

Here's few pics with my hair braided. Actually, I did quite a lot of different braids, but with my black hair, its hard to get a great pic. It will usually just look like I am showing off my ordinary hair FML.

See ya!

Meet My Sister

Hello!

Today I'm going to introduce my sister, Tassa!! Shes one and a half year younger than me. We live together in a flat now. She's now working as independent designer, fashion blogger, and a fashion stylist in a local magz Gadis. 180 degrees difference field of job! And actually, was also my dream job. But as an oldest child I need to continue the doctor's legacy LOL. I am happy that she is continuing my passion. So this must be how my parents feel about me. So now I am happy too.

*zen*

Okay! She is super short! I am already short and she is shorter than me. I am 153 btw. And I'd like to keep her height secret since I am lazy to ask if its okay to broadcast hers. Anyway! She is Aquarian. And one thing caught in my impression from all aquarians is.. The self centered selfish attitude *whoa no offense u guys I even talk about my own sis here now okay?* sisters are made to fight everyday. And forgive forget and jokes after. Gossip everyday. And have a long long chat before going to bed. And fight again after. I love and hate my sis very much *teary*

She also has a blog! Follow her!

www.fernabilnatassa.blogspot.com

And also her label!

www.malca.eu

And here pics of us together! I edit the first one with Line camera, and too lazy to do the second and third just using PS express to reduce noise! *Didnt reduce oily shine apparently* Ur welcome!

See ya! X

Solo Trip

Do u know Solo? The one with capital s? It's a city in Java Island. To be bit more precise, it's in Central Java. The trip was my second time there. The first one was to attend a National Leadership Training. Its a meeting held by Center for Indonesian's Medical Student Activities. What I remember was I had fun n what I forgot was almost every material presented every session. Except the ice breaking games. And the games between sessions. Why. Maybe its automaticaly implemented to my brain that I didnt even realize I got it from the training.

Well! My second time was to attend a dermatology seminar titled "...."

A minute please

Titled not so sure but related to skin tumour? Why I dont remember while its a seminar and it's necessary for my job? Well u can read 5 sentences backward before this sentence then continue directly to the next sentence.

What I love about a trip is the culinary trip! That's my main priority even it beats my priority to camho with beautiful scenery, or anything sweet, cute, pretty, pastel and dreamy. Or quirky. Or just anything actually, with my best attempted face expression.

My list was not so long, it was:
- nasi liwet (missed)
- jajanan pasar (done)
- sate buntel (done)
- wedang ronde (done)
- selat solo (missed)
- serabi notosuman (done) (many times)

So saaaaad cant actually taste the original nasi liwet n selat solo. Means I need to come back there someday. Pray for me~

And these are pics from my second trip. I went there with my friend Angel, and we met with her niece I forgot who okay now I remember Aldi! Then we saw flowers in Angel's grandma's house.

Also met with my friend Yasmin at the seminar! Seminar equals small reunion as always~

And~ shopping for batik! Yes, batik is a must buy. Or at least a must try and camho with. See ya!

Malca

I love lookin pretty. Effortless. Yes I know to be very pretty u really need to work very hard. Except if ur that rich n brave u can just do many surgeries at once like the reality show 'the Swan'. I am. Not. That rich. Or brave unfortunately. And yes to be the best u hv to know ur weakness. I want to change my complexion. It is oily and prone to acnes. I want my eye bag gone. I hv atopic gene and actually its kinda cool because I believe it has something to do with my astenic body even though I hv big appetite. But my skin is very dry, easily wrinkled, and thanks to my rhinitis my eyebag can only be helped with surgery :'O besides my face, now it comes to what I wear. I dont really believe in branded designs. But oh my god branded items are usually way more comfortable!!! Cute designs that I love sometimes are super uncomfortable n with my atopic skin it tortures me even more. Look cute wearing them but rashes everywhere NAH! So, when my sister finally making her own label, I feel so very happy!!! I can design what I want!!! And I know she will make it as comfortable as it possibly could. Her brand is Malca. Not all are super comfortable but at least it has standard. At least it is wearable but many times my skin still cant resist the tag. To be fair even I cant stand some pricier clothes' tags :S go check Malca's web at www.malca.eu or their instagram n twitter @malcamalca *is it illegal to promote here anyway?* Well that's it for now. See ya! :*

Menstrual Cycle

Recently (or is it past 3 years?) Ive always been scared of my monthly cycle. Okay I remembered. Its been like this since my obgyn station in my clinical years (means 4 or 5 years ago) I always hv dismenorrhea in my period. So, everytime I learn new diseases I become paranoid NOOOOO :'O I reaaally hope that everything is perfectly fine.

Near Death Experience

I am still in an acute stress reaction. Yesterday my car got hit by a truck. Stupid truck driver drove at high speed at intersection. He almost killed someone. Me. N perhaps himself n his partner. Not in the mood to blog just wanna keep my memory. See ya.

Bento

I love cute things. So I hv this obsession to make food (which I also love very very much haha) to look cute. Actually from my experience cute food mostly doesnt taste as good as ordinary arranged food. I mean it's not that I dont like a pro garnished food. That's still the best at making me drool LOL. So when I see so many pictures of japanese bentos I am sold. I hv this passion to be able to make a very cute food that taste awesome. I even went to a bento course! Wish me luck in becoming a pro bento maker while here's my bento pic from the course! See ya!

My First #outfitofthatday

I wore this dress to my bestfriend's wedding. The pic was taken with blackberry so yeah you know, u'll know. I didnt come to the second fitting so yes it didn't fit!!! What a surprise! I cant stop thinking why do all the taylors bother to measure on the first place when they will actually make numerous fitting appointments after that!? So here's the pic!

My iPhone 4S First Look

This was my first iPhone cover n earphone jack plug i bought. N I am such a loyal bitch (or just lazy) so i didnt bother to change for a very very long period. And actually i just change the cover recently because my friend made me realize that it is time to move on. The cover had cracks on many parts, dirts, and even changed colors because of too much sun exposure?! My new one is a baby pink silicone cover without plug. Fyi the plug broke even long before I changed the cover. It was pretty annoying when taking pictures actually so I was in love hate relationship with it n may be deep inside I secretly wished n waited for the time it'd finally break. So here are the pics when I really love my iPhone! Now I love it even more. We have this sister relationship that u hate it wanna change it to new one but u cant n truth is u dont wanna lose it (the difference is only that I'd trade or sell it with newer version). K bye!

Gandalf the Wise

One of my favorite quotes!

"I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo.

"So do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us."

- The Lord of the Rings in
Chapter 'The Shadow of the Past'.

Comic!

I love reading good books. For me good books are not just about the writings. The cover matters. Whoever said don't judge a book by it's cover is definitely.. Not me. Who was that anyway? I love pretty pictures. So I will always unconsciously choose a book with cover that attracts me. After that it is the title. Sometimes lousy title doesn't matter if it has a very pretty pictures. I'm a melancholic girly bitch so I prefer female authors. Sophie Kinsela is my fave. Okay. Stop here because I wasn't going to tell stories about novels. My point is. When it comes to books or anything readable, pictures matter most to me than the writings. So I REALLY LOVE MANGA and COMIC. I also love manhwa from Korea or some Chinese ones but still greatest drawings are those in mangas n comics. I can't decide which one is better, cuz, I love the romantic girly style of manga, while comics are more witty n fun to see. Indonesia also has it's own manga called maqita. It's developing and I am proud and also support it very much. One of my fave maqinin (how we call the maqita maker as u guessed. Or not. Whatever.) is SYS! Google her and read her story about veggies please! Right now I am on a night shift in a small hospital, *i don't mean to insult please don't kick me out the job* but I still have time to read comics yes thanks Internet, n TariPad (yes my iPad's name). In the meantime I even read one. Good doctor should be good at time management u know. My fave comics are Donald Duck, Smurf, Snoopy, Powerpuff Girls, Spongebob, Tintin, Garfield, but can only read some of em on TariPad. Let me know if u know where to read all of em please I beg you. I feel like I've learnt a lot, I mean A LOT from those books with so many pictures on it. I don't see the world much but thanks to those I can imagine so much more than the worlds offer. Even galaxies. Or something consists of galaxies. Call me a geek and I will be proud. Haha. Besides that, I also learnt and will still learn much more about life lessons. Good deeds. Peace. Love. Happiness. Friendship. Freedom. Gratitude. Thank you for teaching me. <3